its times like these that make me wish i was out of high school....what was i thinking staying a 5th year??
i totally think i should have been born a boy. fuck bitchesss...honestly. girls aint nothin but trouble.
im sick of dumb drama...GROW UP ladies! and mind your business while you're at it.
but its cool. i know who my true friends are, and really, thats all that matters!

on a more positive note...other than this recent drama...lifes been good
its like i do what i want, when i want...loves it.
it consists of: watching trailer park boys, eating, getting fucked up, and sleeping.
gts all around!

my first month as a 5th year has come to an end! it's a little weird being a "5th year". theres about 5 of us down from 25 and it's scary not having all your friends beside you everyday. i have to admit i was really unhappy at first.. i didn't like my classes at all but in the end they aren't so bad after all. it almost feels like a friday everyday ... almost. i think this is going to be a good year! i feel more motivated and determined than i ever have and i feel like i really know who my true friends are. change is scary but sometimes it works out for the best.

but all seriousness aside... i think it's time for my annual goal list for the year :)



- EXCELL in school
- be a hot skinny bitch
- get a new job
- party more than i ever have in my life
- g1!
- tantantan
- bathing suit scene....

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

im gonna get them all done this summer, i swear!!


- learn how to shotgun
- make our own beer bong
- shrooomz
- TAN!!!!!
- learn how to curl my hair
- be a skinny bitch
- a fucking id that works
- new job?
- G1.........HONESTLY
- summer love (L)
- go to the beach
- camping!
- bellybutttton :)
- find a nearby DD
- BEERIOS!
- get a credit card :)
-

i wonder if i accomplished all my gr12 goals?


- bag of weed and a bottle of wine
- flask
- neck
- go to a concert
- g fucking 1
- good grades
- CAN FUCKING CUN
- fake id 
- shrooomz
- grand bend
- hot bod
- do good in math
- boyfraaan (L)
- get a new job 
- flabongo!!
- learn how to use a BONG
- toooooooga

nope. oh well. theres always next year 

prom....

i went with the prom king, had the most gorgeous dress, and got drunker than drunk :) it was pretty much a success. yesterday was the final assembly - and it was sad! it didnt hit me until we were all up on stage, banging away on the tables, hearing phil collins for the last time together.... i cried just a little. but we still have a whole summer to spend together, which i hope we actually will! yesterday made me realize a few things :


- i wish you were drunk all the time
- you guys are actually... sexy
- " bros over hoes,  and well be at each others weddings and everythings "  I MISSED YOU!!
- i think you're great but it has to be said - you're creepy!
- im so glad my parents dont give a FUCK!




LOVE,
Heather

i cannot BELIEVE prom is tomorrow!! im so excited but a little nervous at the same time. pictures are gonna be so cute, and i cant wait for the afterparty. everybody will be drunk and in love (L) sucks that some broad has the same dress as me...i guess ill just have to look better..not that thats gonna be hard...  =  )
this year has gone by unbelievably fast..its kind of sad, everyones moving on and doing their own thing but ill be stuck at kennedy for another year! but we all know my ass isnt ready to move onto bigger things yet. anywayss...i should probably start my pre prom preparations!
wish me luckkkkkk

happy birthday to ME :)
i can finally buy porn and lottery tickets woot woot
good birthday this year, i must say
flamingos on the yard was definately the highlight of the day
and i cannot forget my lovely birthday party

beer + togas = GOOD TIMES, seriously
i loved the way mine turned out...and i loved that everybody actually wore one!
and im also super glad that borat and i are officially prom dates :)

also, brava is my new favourite beer